I wondered what do couples do when they are together?

I have the chance to fall in love and be loved... something that more than a year ago was just a fantasy. He's not the person I thought I will fall for, but he accepted my flaws, he's nice to me... I thought it was enough, but from all the fantasies and the love drama series, I unconsciously have certain expectations of him, and when he didn't fulfill those expectations, I will throw my tantrum . I pushed his patience one too many times, but at the end of the day he forgave me, we forgave each other.

I told myself to have no more expectation and just receive whatever come to me. I tried, but I couldn't. I still have fantasies. I still wish that he could be more romantic, that he would spend less time on the computer games, that we will spend some romantic times together. What do I want from him? What do I want us to do together?.... he asked me very obvious, matter-of-fact questions, but each time I don't know what to answer. I don't know what I want, I just don't like what we have at the moment.

Going to the movies, going out for meals together... the typical activities. I'm not so much a movie type of person. I don't really like to go the the cinema. It's expensive and the seats are uncomfortable. Then, he asked me again... I always complained that we kept doing the same things, that we didn't go out and when he asked me to catch a movie, I didn't want to go.
I don't know what I want exactly, but obviously it is not going to a movie or a bar!

I read some of my friends' blog. Those lovebirds had picnics together, went to the parks together... I wondered, wouldn't it be nice to do that to with him. but he's just not the type of person and I'm not sure if that is what I want either, but we haven't tried those yet... People says it's better to be with a guy who's not romantic as most romantic guys are playboys...are they?

At the end of the day, what ever complaints or dissatisfaction that i have, Icouldn't bear the thought of not having him be part of my life. Is this love?