I'm not in the mood to study at all >.<

Futures and Options--- I'm at total loss studying that and I can't imagine what next semester would be like when I took a course on that. I couldn't even understand those concepts in a chapter! It's as confusing as my future and the options I have... I know, it's not funny.

I'm trying to motivate myself but I was turned off by the chapter and my motivation to study was affected. Memorizing econ concepts seems more motivating! *sigh*

On the brighter side, I can't believe it's already may and i'm going back in a couple of week times... but the excitement of going back for the summer was a little dampen by swine flu issues. I hope things would be more under control soon.